fingers crossed

call me a dreamer, a loser, whatever, but i definitely got outta bed today just to go to the convenience store to get some quick picks for the fucking megamillions lottery AND i've been fantasizing all week about winning that fucking jackpot. and sure, i'd like to be a philanthropist and give money to libraries and public schools and restorative justice programs and agencies for women's reproductive rights, but i mean, let's be serious the GEAR that i would buy would be ridiculo. AND the crew would take a VACATION to turks and caicos or the island of capri and rock some pucci dresses and get drizzed. and then i also would kinda wanna get a fly winnebago and drive across the country and see hot springs and buffalo and mt rushmore and yellowstone national park, with some camping, cus i like camping, but fuck a motel 6. i don't know. i guess the latter i could make happen without winning the lottery, but whatever, jus sayin, my fingers are crossed.


update: i didn't win the lotto